Things that I hate

I hate I hate I hate!!!
I hate people that i talk to in msn whoever didnt reply me
pretend to be so worry, so concern about me and end up not replying me in msn
and one thing 4sure is that, they are there...changing that status, signing off.
I hate msn..sometimes..
I really hope i can list the people out that i hate...
plz...if u dont interested in talking to me anymore..plz ..just use whatever excuses to let me knw!
I dont care how stupid the excuse is! as long as u dont me there and thinking whether you will or will not reply me!

I Hate I HATE I HATE!!!
I hate him, i know i shouldnt and maybe i have no reason to hate..
i know i dont have the qualify to hate U. but i hate U
Why always I am the one that go nudge U and talk to U! why?
Why U only find me when U need me!! or U want me to help U with sth so that U can sit there and relax while watching me busy! How can U treat me like that?!
Cant U be at least a one-day gentleman?!
Oyea, i forgot, you only will when your DREAM GIRL is infront of U.
I hate U! but i wont use any of my strength to hate u!
i dont wanna waste any of my energy to hate U! U do not deserve that!
U know...just once...who care u only nudge me 1st one time..i will be very very happy i swear.

Day 5

Hi Hi, today is Saturday! ><

omg!!!! im so sad!!! why? oh, cuz today is amazing G race ...an activity organise by CCM group.

I knw..i dont like it that much...but im trying to make myself be more active...

Amazing G-race is really a R-A-C-E! we ran and ran n ran so many different stations!

Southbank, toowong, Achenflower and St lucia..but we missed out one...sad...fortitude valley.
I ran...but now only know that i cant RUN...i feel sad...i always the last one running at the back.

eventhough my leg is not pain, i can ensure you i will still be the last one..SOB T.T

Back to the topic...along the way, we played games when we reached a station...

answer the questions and finish the task that we hav to do...

we're like SIAO LANG! ran and ran n ran!!

However, is pretty fun la...and got pizza to eat. sigh...met many new people...( i dare not use the word friend)...but still ok la..i dont feel down or sad.. but once again i realize how bad am i in mingling with people

Here are some pixs...i would like to share

Dont try to find me in this pic la..haha i just like the background..southbank wheel!

groud photo, as they say, Judah 3

Day 4

AHHHHHH!!! today i skipped class!!! i feel like wanna shout out so loudly to show how SORRY I AM TO MYSELF!!!!!! sorry hippo!!

The whole i did practically nth but watching my drama...and breaking dawn..yea twilight series.

I feel im so bad~ but i think is ok...since is the starting of this sem...i kind of 4give myself..haha

Today lunch+breakfast is my sweet chili chicken, broccoli and kimchi! with black rice!

Not bad...especially watch with my Bad Guy korean drama...and Gomiho ^^

These days i try to put in as many things as possible in my timetable tryin to make my life looks more....meaningful perhaps....tmr morning CCM activity "amazing G race" hopefully it will be fun...u know...how part of me is not wanting to go...

Today i called granny and my mum...haha..im glad that im in a happy tone talking to them and in fact that im happy....unlike the last time...which i feel suprise of myself too....so weird...i still can rmb the feeling...that is the 1st time i feel cried after i hear somebody's voice...somebody that i miss..

Today, since im not going to Uni, i tidy up my closet..not really neat though..but looks better than before...and try on some useless thing ( at least is kind of useless la ...for now...no choice to wear....feel wasted...n sorry)..

Day 3

Didnt update yesterday...sorry ^^ i was too tired and fall asleep rite after i came back

yesterday was pretty good.....now...what i can remember is jus i want to wollongaba for the snow party...><

Snow party was sucks! haha as what Ru and his Bf describe..and i will surely agree with them.

When we expected it wil be a big big station full of snow, that we can play of...

i think we're kinda childish abt that...for uni..it seems clubbling will be much more interesting

So...the snow party end up to be juz a simple club with the them SNOW

I didnt brg my passport, so i couldnt go in...

I waited outside...to let ru and his bf see what's happening inside T.T

Btw, i feel like im a really BIG & LIGHT BULB! ><>

AFter coming back frm wollongaba...they cycled back and i walked back...alone

it was dark...and quiet and human-less on the street in UQ...

but i dont feel scared..dont know why...

nobody at all!! total silent!

Oyea!! haha i remeber one thing, when i was walking back to home yesterday afternoon, there was a guy walking infront of me...i kind of like his back...yes, his back...n he is kinda handsome

when i was abt to take a pix of his BACK, he suddenly stop and look down on the street...OMG!! he was staring at the ants!!! MY BIG BIG BIG and most hated insect!!!!!!! But stil i think he is kinda cute !! ^^ hope to see him sometimes...eventho i wont recognise him.

Sorcerer's Apprentice

im so looking forward to watch this!!!

and it is awesome!!!!! the main cast is not that handsome for me...but still is awesome!!!

Nowadays, i wonder why there are so many movies and story abt vampire and magic...

So will mummy read vampire or magic stories for the kid during their bedtime?

I wonder..

Back to the topic! this movie is totally awesome awesome awesome!!

Nicolas cage did it again!! a great movie!!!!

When Dave is playing the magic with his broom and mop that was so funny!! Juz like the mickey mouse !!! haha i like Walt Disney!!!!

Dave in the movie looks familiar ... after google-ing him only i know he is the voice of Hiccup in the movie, How to Train Your Dragon and he casted in Night at the Museum too ...Hm...good.

Overall, i would like to praise the movie again....good good good ! great great great!!

Definitely a muz-watch!!

Day 3

muahahaha ^^ today i skipped physics lecture!! cuz i m so lazy ..it's on 9am!!!

so ...today i juz went to one class , introduction of chem practical! =) simple and easy...
since i did chem bfore so..the intro was pretty much the same. no leng zai in my class!!!

I miss my funny tutor, Ken YOng!!! I miss those "prac mates" that will fool around! and some of them were friendly and nice! especially when we're tryin to ans the recap questions!

Thank you ! most important i kinda of miss Alex too! my ex chem partner! u hav been a great "partner" to me!! haha..

sigh..this time the tutor is a girl...I cant rmb her name yet..but she seems like a strict person..

miss ken so much!!! at least he wont deduct our marks when we are copying some n he always give us full mark at the end! love him so much!!! ken!! i miss U! you're good!!!

HOwever, there is one thing i m happy with =)

a now-prac-mate open door for me ..how gentle he is!!!! eventho he is not handsome =)

If that shit monkey do this, i will feel weird!!! there muz be sth wrong with him!! XP

today, after chem prac i didnt go for the market day...afraid to see somebody that i dont wanna see ....then i went sunny bank!! a place far far away frm here...=) sunnybank is kind of like a heaven for me ...somewhat la..haha. On the way to sunnybank i pass thru city and the wednesday...fresh fruit, pastry, bread....STRAWBERRIES IS IN D SEASON!

Strawberries are big and sweet!!!! best best best!

In sunnybank, things are cheap, there are 3 big woolworth, Coles and K mart there!! so convinece if i live there!

The main point i wanna go there is things cheap la...i mean the korean stuff ( but so as the chinese stuff la..cuz my aim is korean stuff!!!) hehe..im so sad i didnt buy more banchan..( korean side dish)

then i came back la...i bought 3 piece spicy chicken that cost me $7! T.T and i bought kimpap cost me $6.70! i should buy kimpab! sob... but i like the chicken very much! ^^ eat with kimchi!


my chicken, kimpap N kimchi! =)

sigh.....Ru is asking me wanna go party or not again...she is so ..active leh! adui.... happy to hav her la ^^

Day 2

Second day of the semester 2!


Today im happy cuz i got my whole morning at home...doing things as slowly as i want..
ate my breakfast orange, strawberries( super nice!) and bread with peanut butter!
^^ then went out to school and meet up Michael to go to the bookshop ^^
wao...bookshop was so crowded!! the Q is so long....luckily we reached there pretty early.

Then went to UQ centre for marketing lecture! honestly i anticipated it...hope it will be interesting..but ...OMG! after some introduction given by the lecturer, a guest lecturer came up n talked abt TEAM WORK!! he crapped for 1 hour!!! we all were falling asleep d la....Michael straight away wanted to change subject to nutrition instead...== and trying to persuade me change too..haha ...and when i came out frm the UQ centre i really feel the air outside was so fresh! lol...see how the TEAMWORK talk affect us! adui!

Then went back home....dropped by chinese store to buy cabbage ( a big big one o) and a maggie mee ( super spicy one!!) had my dinner + lunch~feel so sorry didnt go out burn my calories..T.T

I feel sorry cuz i reject Ru cuz i somehow dont feel like going club somemore is on Fri! cuz i have an activity on Saturday as i said last time with the CCM group ( worst decision i ever made!)...sorry Ru...dont angry la~ sry a!

Today ends ..at least 3 quaters ended....== im still feel kind of happy
thanks ..

The 1st Day

I counted today as my 1st day cuz im trying to forget last night.

forget that i cried ...forget the ant army

Today, the 1st day of my sem starts. I went to Hawken Building for my very 1st chem lecture..

The lecturer was funny ...in fact i found that his voice is juz like my Bradley Cooper..i like them!

I put Bradley Cooper's pic on in case you dont know who is he ^^ recently movie of him, A team!

When i stepped into the class i saw Aemy..but i was busy finding place to sit cuz the theatre was so crowded.....i feel sorry didnt say Hi to her....SORRY, Aemy!

After class, i went to Physics n Chem Engineering Library to borrow my stupid physics textbook

While i was on the counter, Alex came to me and say hi...i was so happy that i finally got to talk with someone that im familiar with! Alex!!! thanks!! Lov U ! i really hope we can get closer..cuz i think you're a good person ^^ Hope to see you nxt time Alex Chiu!!!

I didnt know that marketing tutorial is not yet ready...so i got 2 hours after chem lect ..and i hav nth to do but hanging around the school. I was so bored that time....

Nxt..is physics lect..boring class...boring course coordinator...but she did a great job at least. The slides are neatly done and informative. I saw Ru who didnt take physics class but was in the class rite now! i was super excited! but then i saw her bf...straight away i knew..."ah..is her bf take that subject..." feel a bit down.but still happy to see her! We chat a little bit after the class is finished..she was asking me to go club together this coming Fri..but i hav to wear pink..im afraid that i dont hav pink in my closet! haha

Coming out frm the theatre..is the worst decision i ever make..i saw CCM group or CMM group ..the chrisitian group. They're promoting their recent activity which sounds kind of interesting to me....they're going to places they i didnt go before in brisbane ...that enlighten me...out of second thought..i sign up the activity as well as the society..( the most terrible mistake i ever make)..but somehow........i think im not really gonna regret abt it..juz like the gold coast trip which i wonder for a thousand times whether i should go or not...it turns out that going to gold coast seem to be the best thing i ever did ( cuz so that i can ans ppl question..where hav you been in brisbane ...where is fun....?..i feel myself pity...cuz i think i jz going to ans my msia's fren n parents question.)

Then i went to Coles..buy lots of groceries...green pepper,orange,apple..but not chips and choco..i dont knw why i didnt know what to buy..cuz i dont even feel eating them...

Back to home....i ate my apple and 2 piece of bread...play my laptop til now..watch We got Married ( korean show) and others....chating with frens ......

Now i think i should study my physics...or breaking dawn maybe? haha

Last, thanks Aemy, Alex and Ru that had made my day !!

The Day i Cried

I thought i was gonna feel normal...no sorrow...no sadness..there might juz be a little bit sad
I feel ok....until i reached brisbane.. Well, i feel a little lonely though.
Thx for warren for calling me..and chat with me...at least i feel that Oz is welcoming me.

Whenever i reach Oz, my mouth will crack...
the most important thing is that..when i reach Oz, i feel like i got a mission is to smile at people, but my mouth is pain.
Oz, is a place that i think i hav to socialize..mix...which i dont really good at in.
Sometimes i juz feel hopeless...why cant i get along with them juz like with kaka them?
When in the party..i try to enjoy..sometimes i do enjoy..but sometimes.when people approach me...or i try to approach others..i dont know what to say...so as them...we pratically just stare at each other and smile....not much flowing in between.

Back to topic..im on the way walking home..feel suprising excited.
Knock Eama's door just wanna say Hi to her in case she mad at me not saying HI when i reach.
Thx Eama for being such a good housemate and friend to me. Thx alot.
Back to my own room...looking at the ceiling ...at the floor..i feel different..but im still happy
until i found out the Ants Army is hiding at the corner of my room..
Tonnes of them...climbing..walking...
Tiny of them..but together they look huge.
I hate ANTS! i HATE ! i started to become mad...head straight to the chinese store nearby my house and bought a insect spray...back home..i keep spraying them..each of them...bunch of them..i dont care ! i spray and spray but i still can see them climbing anywhere! even on my bed! i ran out of my house to see where did the ants come frm...SHIT ! they come frm the roof top which i couldnt reach! i try to call Mr Lee..( house's owner) they were not at home..im sad..
I back to home..keep spraying and ask Eama for help...
Eama tel me some way to shoo them away..but she cant help me to clean all them because she had to go out....im dissappointed..but what can i do?....im sad, upset!
After Eama left, i clean the dead shit ants with tissue...one by one...but some of them not yet dead...im angry, scared ( how i can live with these ants that sometimes will be on my pillow or my blanket!) im upset...furious..i dont know my...i started to cry..my tears keep rollin down... im crying while cleaning up the ants...im sad..helpless.. In my mind i think if i were home...things will get lot easier...i can say shout KAKAk! and kakak will be like superwoman handle such things.. im sad...i cried....

After I clean up the shit, i slept...becuz i didnt slp for at least 24hrs...im exhausted..im tired..

The first time i reached Oz, i always dont have mood to eat..and today i only ate a bun on the plane and a cup of milk now...before i go to sleep....i wish this can keep going on somehow...so that i can slim down....

Today i told my home i would call when i reach home...but i didnt cuz of the shit ant army...
Only about night 8 or 9 pm i only managed to call her....
when i hear her voice...i dont know what to say....in chinese ( my nose feel sour)...
i feel like crying.....( now i know why beauty always cries).. i m suprised that why i feel like crying..is it becuz of the ants that makes me miss home?....i honestly dont know...

I called my mum....and barely can squeeze out some word like "ah i reached home d" i felt asleep cuz i keep playing games n watch movies on plane" ...then i stopped..dont know what else to say...i really feel like crying but i cant cry in front of them?! that just make them worry!
When the time i hang up the phone..i cried....just like this morning...my tears keep rolling down...

I feel like im just here waiting to go home...I am sad...and doubt that can i live here and work here after i graduate? why im so weak? i should hav to strong enough to defeat these feelings which im good at it in the past..

Inception

The reason i wanna watch Inception is because of Leonardo Dicaprio ! no la..just one of the reasons ! haha

Okay, he is not that handsome for me but ...hm..i don't know why.. ^^

Speaking about Inception, (haha) i watched it twice already...what makes me feel weird is that i dont feel bored when i watch the second time...weird isn't it? In fact, i felt why the movie finishing so fast that i didnt even realize.

Honestly, the reason my sis and i watched for the second time is because we still dont really got some of the detail ...haha..and what's funny is that even after the second time we watched, confusion is just half-solved but not all...so we figure out our own way to explain the confusion..which i think is pretty acceptable reason...^^

Oyea, both of us really cant take our eyes frm this guy..Aurther in the movie, i couldnt rmb what's his real name. He is cute to me..^^ at least to me ...i don't know how about you. ( doesn't matter to me though).

PS. watching this movie twice in gsc cost not more than 1 movie in Oz!! very ironic haha ==..

Inception

Honestly one of the reason i wanna watch Ince

The blind side

The blind side is based on a true story which talks about a young man called Michael Oher , Opps i am not gonna talk like what is written in synopsis. haha. What i wanna say is that it was a great movie! eventhough i got little bit bored cuz it just a bit long for me. Still, it's a great movie to watch.

One of the must-watch-movie in 2009! if you're looking for some good movies to watch while you're free, i will strongly rec0mmended you THE BLIND SIDE.

"It's a true story that will move you. "

2AM is in Singapore

I wish i could be in Singapore on 10th july....but i know is too late...T.T
2 AM ~ haha but i dont really want to LOOK at you all la
i want to LISTEN to you guys singing on the stage !!!!
Here is a video of 2 AM press conference in Singapore...
It is so funny when the translator say ChangMin is the oldest among the members..HAHA!!!!

The Lovely bones

----The quote of the day------

I was here for a moment and then i was gone...

Wish you all have a happy and long life

From : Susie Salmon in a movie called The lovely Bones directed by Peter Jackson which is also a novel written by Alice Sebold

I dont really understand the whole meaning of this movie...

and that's why i dont like it very much.....

If i do understand...em..i might like it ^^