World Alone

Suddenly wanna go back to the gloomy mood
Alone, strengthless, Hopeless..
Sometime will 'pop' into my own fantasy world...laugh alone as no one know what am i thinking ...cant share, dont wanna share as they wont laugh 2gether with me.
Sometimes will cry alone..enjoy that moment, realize i can cry so hard! so cool..at least i knw my gland is still functioning..thank god. The moment that i cried without a really good reason to do so d, is on a car...alone...haha. I cried until i cant really see the road properly..macam raining oh..the difference is my eyes dont hav wipers...poor me..haha
Sometime i got accompanions...appreciate if i feel u are with your heart, sorry to those that appear at the wrong timing and worst with the wrong friendly face which makes me wanna vomit...seriously i dont like it. i knw im bad...so dont get near me!
I am alone and dont expect anybody to stand with me.
When those stupid friend ask me why i dont want get a bf ( macam showing off they got one!), sometimes i wanna shout out,'u think i dont want meh! i also hope i can simply grab someone n love la! bodoh!' but sometimes, i m happy with my choice, i chose to be lonely part of the reason is im lazy to get used to another person beside u corcening you all the time, i think i will get so used to that n when u leave without telling me how m i gonna get use to loneliness again, i will whack u but at the same time i wil collaspe...so..haha i enjoy freedom! the only thing im sad of is that i cant enjoy the breaking heart feeling ..adui~