Im done.

I m done with my own stupid exciting idea where i wanna come all the way frm msia to here.
Im done of thinking the idea of mixing people. I m done
I m done of improving my english by speaking those aussie accent just hoping my english migt sounds better.
I m done with everyday looking at the catalogue of coles and woolworth wanting to grab all the cheap stuffs.
I m done with locking myself in the room watching my beloved dramas and movie, meantime research abt it how they shoot the moive which i kinda enjoy..but im done.
I m done to see all the see all the strangers in my facebook who i knw but we barely talk. i hate it, seriously i do.
I m done, eventho i feel bad but i hate when i was with them...how they love each other so much how they get to other naive stranger so quickly...i dont like it.i rather keep to ur own happy group.
I m done and i dont wan myself get sensitive when i heard the name jesus( i knw i didnt mix with them quite a long time ago..but stil im sensitive)

I dont like to go to a event at a specific time at a specific location.
I dont like to go to class at a specific time at a specific room.

I wanan try all those expensive yet attractive food.
I wanna improve my korean and go korea to have fun.
I wanna learn all interesting stuff but not the boring one.
I wanna cut out the eating habit and slim down.
I wanna meet people that wil only look at me, take care me of cuz as my fren.

Lastly, i wanna go back. I dont blame myself for coming to this place at least i laern sth useful and precious.

But ,can i do so? i have no strength and no courage to turn my back.